I’m so fucking angry. I’m angry at every little detail of myself and every little failure everyone else witnesses or inspires. I’m so angry at myself for not being good enough but I will not be weak enough to go back. Rage will keep me safe from my own self-hatred, but it can’t seem to save me from love. I can’t seem to stop needing this one little perfect person. Even if she does stupid shit. I can look away when she’s adorable (nearly always) and commit to memory the times she hurts me or annoys me or even disappoints me (fairly rare), but I can’t force her out of my thoughts. I damn sure can’t force her out of my heart. I want her back but I want her to understand me. To see me for what I am, not what I do or what I say. Not what I write or sing. I want her to see my faults and my redeeming qualities and I want her love. She already told me she isn’t in love with me anymore but I’m hang onto my hope with white knuckles. I can’t give up.
Sorry for the long text post, blog I rarely use. I have pretty few followers so I don’t expect this to be seen by many, but I’ll throw in some tags in case anyone has this stuff blacklisted.
i wanna make a fighting game with females of all body types and then maybe like three male characters but theyre super hunky and jacked and the only difference between them is their outfit and hair colour… hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm….
would the men be dressed really impractically?
bondage speedos and see through tops. only
this is crazy there’s so much thunder and lightning right now literally harder than i’ve seen in years yet it’s so hot i have like four fans on this doesn’t happen in england what’s going on
It has something to do with the url, clearly. Someone has cursed you for your epic url.